Thursday, December 11, 2014

Proactive or Procrastination?

I believe I am a procrastinator. Sometimes I am a procrastinator by not keeping up with things and putting it off to the last minute and get stressed about it the next day because I don't have it done and then I can't even sleep at night because I'm worried and paranoid about not being able to finish the next day.When the next day comes and nobody mentions it to me I tend to forget a lot of things and go on with my day. It usually comes back at me and then I'm slammed with all the work that I have.

My level of productivity relates to me by when I have work to do I would do a little bit of it and then I would go and do other things but my problem is that I put things off till the last minute and I get stressed out. My amount of free time doesn't relate to me by when I am not consistent with my work. I tend to dillydally a lot like I said I'm not consistent with anything really. Sometimes I don't do things because I'm overwhelmed with it and I get uncomfortable

I would like to change my habits by getting things done right away and not putting it off to the last minute and getting it done right away. I would also try to be more proactive and try to get things finished on time or a little earlier than the deadline is due. Some of my habits are forgetting things and procrastinating alot of the time thinking I have all the time in the word. I think I can become proactive but I know only I can change who I am and who I want to be.

Wednesday, December 3, 2014

back to shool

My favorite moments so far are Art and GT. In art we are practicing drawing and starting mandalas(P.S I don't think I like mine very much). When I first started school I was nervous and didn't know what to do. Honestly Art and GT are my favorite subjects and I don't want to do anything other than these subjects every day. In GT we are of course starting blog writing and still trying to figure out how to use this mouse(it's actually like a pad and pen) it works differently and is weird in a good way though. 

What I want to do to be successful this year is to keep up with my work and try to get at least A's and B's. I think I'm doing good so far but honestly for the future I do not want to fall behind because I get stressed and then get really nervous and don't even want to go to these places anymore because it turns my stomach inside out when I walk inside.I will try to do my best and I think I have the potential to do it to I just sometimes need a little support from other people to get myself motivated to go on.